there are situations in life when you are put to a test... as you come across a fork in the road, you must make a decision that will change the course of your life... i really don't know which path to take because i know both of them will either make me or break me... but i know one thing, one of these COULD definitely BREAK me and i'm afraid i won't be able to recover... it wasn't like when i was 20 when i could say "fuck the consequences!" and make these type of decisions in a heart beat... i am really having a hard time right now... just as things are starting to come around for me, some higher being puts me in a really precarious situation... it's just both these paths COULD take me somewhere so good, i do not know what to do. why do things have to happen in your past that is so hard to forget...?
i think i'm gonna travel a bit around the country as i feel, right now, there isn't anything here for me... though poker is one of the reasons why i am doing this, it is not the main reason... i just need to think for a while and weigh my options a bit... So yeah, i already have a few places to go to in mind and i really hope this feeling lingers so that i can really push through with the plan and really do it.
anyway, i had another decent run last week... i'm really happy about this but i feel i could've made more $$$$... but i can't complain here...
-choy
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